[ Hanashite yo... ]

There are times in your life, in your week, that you want to be left alone. Times when that time with yourself is so important to everything that you do.

And then, there are times when there is no one there, no one to look at, no one to touch, no one to feel. Sometimes not having someone there can take a toll on you, and right now, I'm at that point.

Keeping my head up is one of the toughest things I've had to do; there is literally no one here. Those I have grown close to have left, and are not coming back.

I have not been genuinely happy in a very long time. I have not felt welcomed, thanked, or appreciated, and it fucking sucks.

I don't know how else to put it.

I am here alone, and the only words I can bring myself to say is this.

Leave me be.
Hanashite yo.